kenangan .. semasa kecil

with global warming, jerebu yang teruk nii and especially after the school reunion, hani tiba-tiba terkenang sewaktu budak2 kecik dulu ..

hani nii anak sulung and was born di musim tengkujuh di kedai to'uban, sebuah kampung dalam jajahan pasir mas. ayoh, cekgu lloh, mum cek, a full time house wife and nenek belah ayoh, mok keda were happily staying together kat sebuah rumah kedai, we didn't sell anything but were neighbours to kedai2 kopi, kedai2 runcit, kedai2 gunting, walking distance to balai polis, stesen keretapi and sekolah; life was so easy, dapat je duit gi beli coklat .. never went to tadika, only tumpang sekolah ayoh as and when rasa nak pegi, he was guru besar sek to'uban then ..

in early '67, famili ku, except mok keda, telah mengambil keputusan untuk berhijrah ke pasir mas dari kg to'uban semata-mata untuk ku belajar di sekolah english medium; parents vision untuk ku menjadi seorang yang lebih berjaya kot .. being the eldest cucu in the family for both sides, hani telah diamanahkan untuk jadi role model to all; was not sure whether hani had complied ..

hani telah menetap di s.o. quarters dari umurku 7 tahun hingga 15 tahun; now nii dah jadi kompleks sek ibrahim 2 dan juga klinik kesihatan p'mas; nii merupakan taman perumahan utk kakitangan kerajaan; it's rumah kayu sebuah-sebuah (cam banglo) yang mempunyai 2 bilik tidur, 1 ruang tamu, 1 ruang makan, 3 steps down to the kitchen and 1 toilet; not bad for a small family masa tuu .. was brought up dalam suasana aman damai and hardly remember ayoh and cek meninggi suara; ingatkan rumah kita yang paling best rumahku syurgaku until at the age of 13, a friend came visiting and popped me this question "camana you all boleh duduk rumah kecik and hitam gitu"; till now hani tak ada jawapan ..

terlalu banyak memori kat sini, met so many friends yang sekufu, maklum laa sama2 anak government servants and most of the prominent and successful faces were from here. a plain, dark and small built girl, senantiasa berambut pendek cam tomboy gitu and beberapa kali bercinta monyet ngan kawan setaman; wondering macamana boys boleh get attracted to the very plain and naive me; and till now, ada lagi makcik2 especially cek's friends yang panggil ku menantu tak jadi ..

a very active, smart and intelligent girl during primary school, sultan ibrahim; was always among the top three in class and was a school prefect since std 3 lagi, representing school in debates and syarahan and so was netball. those days was so popular among the teachers cos ayoh was the pengerusi pibg sekolah. guess walking to school twice a day tuu dah jadi routine; pagi sekolah biasa and petang full of activities

since small hani suka mengaji quran and cam mak orang lain juga, cek telah hantar hani ngaji ngan arwah makcik zarah kat pondok. during school holidays, pagi2 lagi hani dah bersiap untuk gi ngaji; mula2 tuu pegi cop tempat dulu, then rush pegi beli nasi pagi (berlauk, dagang, kerabu, laksam) untuk adik2 yang masih kecil kat rumah; cek jarang cook breakfast cos nasi pagi is so cheap and delicious; kalau sempat hani makan dulu, then berlari balik ke tempat ngaji

normal school days, hani and few friends akan singgah dulu kat pondok utk book tempat, then balik rumah for lunch and bergegas to ngaji quran; tak boleh lambat-lambat cos petang nak ke sekolah lagi. those days tenaga membuak-buak and now, bila melalui kawasan tuu, hani been wondering macamana boleh managed; alhamdulillah, hani sempat khatam 2 kali before habis primary school ..

those days, we girls dream to go to tkc, seremban but with only 4A and 1B masa penilaian darjah lima, hani hanya dapat offer ke sekolah berasrama penuh yang masih dalam pembinaan, sek men sains kelantan, pengkalan chepa. we were the pioneer batch and till now, we are close knit clan ..